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[justbeingaqueen]

Shared a iced doughnut with Blaine for dessert #success

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[getyourmotorrunning]

Every bit of progress is something to be proud of. Enjoying it will hopefully come with time. At least for the time being you enjoyed the company, even if you're not quite there with the food part yet.

[justbeingaqueen]

We're moving into together this week, so luckily the company is hard to resist.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Really? That's fantastic, Kurt! That's a huge step for you. How has it been processing through that?

[justbeingaqueen]

Slowly. I wasn't sure it was the right thing. I've always had room mates, but never had anyone sharing a room or a bed with me. Not having personal space made me nervous, but he's helping me realise we still will. We won't be living in each other's pockets.

[getyourmotorrunning]

I really think I'd like Blaine. Is he going to come to one of our sessions so I can meet him?

[justbeingaqueen]

He'll probably start bringing me to them when we move in together. Finn's been driving me so far.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Finn's your brother, you said, right?

[justbeingaqueen]

Stepbrother. My dad married his mom when we were in high school.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Oh. It's good that you two are so close, then. A lot of stepsiblings aren't.

[justbeingaqueen]

It depends what you mean by close. We're complete opposites. Like, epically. Blaine's close to his stepbrothers too.

[getyourmotorrunning]

What's he like? I mean, by comparison to you? Are Blaine's stepbrother's a lot different, too?

[justbeingaqueen]

Finn? Um... well, to be entirely honest, he's rough, he reckless, he's an ex-crim, he's done time, he's covered in tattoos, rides a motorcycle, but is probably one of the nicest most caring guys I know. Blaine's step brothers are identical twins, but chalk and cheese in personality. Both different to Blaine.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Those tend to make the best kinds of families. The ones where everyone's different, but everyone's close and has each other's back.

[justbeingaqueen]

I can't really offer much of an opinion. Spent most of my life from teen years onwards putting walls up against everyone.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Well, I'm happy to see that Blaine, if no one else, is starting to find his way through those walls. He sounds like a very special guy.

[justbeingaqueen]

Let's just say he's subtly relentless. But if he wasn't, I wouldn't have thought twice about him.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Sometimes that's exactly what you need. Someone who just never gives up.

[justbeingaqueen]

I just thought he was a few cards short of a deck, to be honest. Not that I'm in any position to judge on that.

[getyourmotorrunning]

All the best people in life are. ;) But I'm glad to hear that things really are working out pretty well with him. Fingers crossed, and just keep taking it one day at a time.

[justbeingaqueen]

You're a little more on the bouncy optimism than I am. I don't have the energy for that.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Well, I'm aware that this is taking time, and will continue to. And I know that things are a struggle for you that other people wouldn't even think about. That's where it comes in just taking the small steps as they come, and not forcing the issue when it's too much to take in.

[justbeingaqueen]

Everything is still a struggle. If I don't have the routine, the voices are back. Blaine just... slots into it. He's like a shapeshifter. A very tiny one, but still.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Awwwww... That's a special thing, then. Sounds like you've really found an amazingly good guy.

[justbeingaqueen]

Yeah, he doesn't seem real. I mean, he is. He's a typical boy, I've learned, but in essence it's just an enigma.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Typical boy? So Mr. Perfect does all those farting and scratching himself things that other boys do? ;)