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[justbeingaqueen]

Shared a iced doughnut with Blaine for dessert #success

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[getyourmotorrunning]

All the best people in life are. ;) But I'm glad to hear that things really are working out pretty well with him. Fingers crossed, and just keep taking it one day at a time.

[justbeingaqueen]

You're a little more on the bouncy optimism than I am. I don't have the energy for that.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Well, I'm aware that this is taking time, and will continue to. And I know that things are a struggle for you that other people wouldn't even think about. That's where it comes in just taking the small steps as they come, and not forcing the issue when it's too much to take in.

[justbeingaqueen]

Everything is still a struggle. If I don't have the routine, the voices are back. Blaine just... slots into it. He's like a shapeshifter. A very tiny one, but still.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Awwwww... That's a special thing, then. Sounds like you've really found an amazingly good guy.

[justbeingaqueen]

Yeah, he doesn't seem real. I mean, he is. He's a typical boy, I've learned, but in essence it's just an enigma.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Typical boy? So Mr. Perfect does all those farting and scratching himself things that other boys do? ;)

[justbeingaqueen]

Still in the honeymoon phase. There might be accidental moments or times when he thinks I'm not looking or listening. But I've lived with Finn, I know what could be on the horizon. Living together will probably be the teller.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Hahaha... Good luck with that, then. ;) I got lucky on the brother front. Mine's a sassy gay bitch who behaves himself like a proper queen most of the time. :P You two actually remind me a bit of each other in ways.

[justbeingaqueen]

I think domesticity will be a learning curve. The world needs a good quota of gay bitches to keep it sane. Does your brother live local?

[getyourmotorrunning]

I can't speak on that one. I can only really imagine what it's like. It sounds kind of hilarious, though. It's true! Gay bitches are the spice of life. He does. He's a teacher... Second grade, god love him. He moved here after college. I kind of begged him to. LOL

[justbeingaqueen]

Well, it won't just be us. It will be us, my two best friends, Blaine, and his best friend. It's definitely been a shock to the system to have someone in bed with me who has been eating Tacos the night before. That's great, though. You should be close to your family.

[getyourmotorrunning]

So more like a big family than just a couple. That's probably a good thing. It will give you a buffer if you're having a day where you're struggling. OMG... Totally not LOLing. I couldn't agree more. My baby bro is my rock. He's why I'm a therapist, and he's the sunshine in my life. His students are so lucky.

[justbeingaqueen]

It's a large place, we'll have our own rooms and space. I've just never shared my space with anyone and I will be with Blaine. It's going to be interesting. Really? He told you to do psych, or something different?

[getyourmotorrunning]

That's nice. A nice home for you and your friends where you can have the best of both worlds. He went through what you're going through, and became very ill. I wanted to be able to help people like him who struggled with the things he struggled with.

[justbeingaqueen]

If I can cope with it. I'm not sure yet. It's going to take some getting used to. Oh, I'm really sorry to hear that. It can't have been easy for you. I know there is nothing worse than looking at the faces of the people you love and know you're hurting them because you're hurting yourself but... just never enough to stop it.

[getyourmotorrunning]

Well, it's just one of those things you don't know until you're in it and see how it goes. It's okay. He's better now. He's come so far, and yes... It was the hardest time f my life, but we made it through, in part because he had amazing therapists. It made me really rethink my life and my goals.

[justbeingaqueen]

Yeah, I'm aware of that. Very aware. Well, I'm glad you were able to find something to do that means something to you and him. Blaine's doing musical therapy in college. I admire people who want to help people like that.