http://justbeingaqueen.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] justbeingaqueen.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] slidingmoments2012-03-03 08:25 pm

"Break my dreams, that's what they'll do."

Who: [livejournal.com profile] justbeingaqueen and [livejournal.com profile] breaksniceguys
What: Ain't nothing but a Fag Hag/Honorary Big Sister/Mentor thing
Where: Emergency Room, Jackson Memorial Hospital, Miami
When: Follows THIS
Rating: Probable swearing

Kurt was in pain and feeling sorry for himself on account of the fact he had smashed face up one side and probably looked extremely unfabulous, but he was also pissed off finding himself in the ER. He hated when that happened. It meant he slipped too far. Not to mention the embarrassment when he woke up to Quinn and Mercedes sitting there and they told him just what a mess he landed himself in. He took it too far on the treadmill and must have fainted from overheating. They had come home to find him in a smooshed mess on the carpet beside it with a bleeding head and bruised face, the treadmill still going at top speed. And that wasn't event he worst part. The worst part was the fact he had shoved laxatives down his throat right before he got on there... but that wasn't something he wanted to think about, and he shoved his fingers in his ears and told them to piss off when they tried to tell him what happened.

Now he was sitting on a gurney in the ER in an atrocious hospital gown listening to the hospital bustle beyond the curtains pulled around his bay. He had a minor concussion, so they were keeping him for a few hours to monitor him, but he just wanted to go home and go to bed. His mind kept wandering to Blaine, though, and the guilt churned in his gut. He was just sitting there with his lips pressed together trying not to wallow into his own self-pity and start to cry when the curtains were pulled back and Holly appeared. That look on her face? Kurt had seen many, many times before. "So, I got pawned by a treadmill. What of it?" he asked bitterly with a small frown, arms folded defensively over his chest.

[identity profile] breaksniceguys.livejournal.com 2012-03-07 09:22 am (UTC)(link)
Holly nodded. "I think it could be a bit of both, and there's nothing wrong with that so long as you know that now is the time for you to get help again. It doesn't make you fucked up to need help. How many times did you have me on the phone when I was pregnant because I just needed to freak out, even when I was trying to be all together mother-to-be?" She sighed, eyes dropping to Kurt's bed covers as she tried to find the right words to comfort him. "Talk to him about it. Please? He needs to know what's going through your head so that you can keep being on the same page."

Holly shrugged. "We did, and it's true. I don't know. Just sometimes I get a little wistful. Mostly I think I'm done with kids. I had my one for Cameron and that's been enough. It really does work for me, but I'm not about to stop being in Lachlan's life if I do find a partner. I'll always want a connection with him and Cam."