Holly nodded. "I think it could be a bit of both, and there's nothing wrong with that so long as you know that now is the time for you to get help again. It doesn't make you fucked up to need help. How many times did you have me on the phone when I was pregnant because I just needed to freak out, even when I was trying to be all together mother-to-be?" She sighed, eyes dropping to Kurt's bed covers as she tried to find the right words to comfort him. "Talk to him about it. Please? He needs to know what's going through your head so that you can keep being on the same page."

Holly shrugged. "We did, and it's true. I don't know. Just sometimes I get a little wistful. Mostly I think I'm done with kids. I had my one for Cameron and that's been enough. It really does work for me, but I'm not about to stop being in Lachlan's life if I do find a partner. I'll always want a connection with him and Cam."