[TEXTS] To Blaine & Puck

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

To rockstarwarbler
I haven't heard from you. You alive, BB? You're alive, right? Right...?

To jewhawk
OMG BLAINE'S DEAD!!!

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[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

I just... I... have no excuse, and I'm sorry. But I can't even begin to explain any of it over text because my head already feels like it's going to explode. Can I call you? I'm really sorry, T. Please don't be mad. I can't handle it. And no! Don't kill him. Don't hurt him. I'm not dead, I'm okay...

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

You're not okay. Puck said you're not okay and you have splodey head happening. That's not okay. No phone, I'm booking a flight right now. I wasn't supposed to come until next week and I was going to hire a car and drive, but nope. Oh god, you really did fall in love without me, didn't you?

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

I've just got a lot going on in my head, and I fell asleep in a waiting room. Puck's here with me, and we're going to visit Kurt together. What's Puck told you?

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

He said you're in love with Kurt Hummel and he has an eating disorder. I'm just not following why you're not doing well and falling asleep in a waiting room with splodey head. Can I buy a vowel? Or maybe even a few paragraphs...?

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

Correct, on both accounts. But that's pretty much the extreme minimum. There's a lot I need to tell you, but long story in text-short? Kurt's really sick right now with it. It's not just a random eating disorder, it's pretty bad and he's been fighting it for years. Sometimes he's okay, and others he falls off the wagon. This is one of those times, and he's in a special eating disorder clinic to get treatment. Right now, he's not eating at all.

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

But I don't get it, B. How did you guys meet? I mean, I'm assuming Kurt's in Miami too. Or did you meet him way back when and never told me about it?

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

No, I never knew him before. I know that sounds weird, considering how many of you I did meet, but not Kurt. He's here. He lives with Quinn and Mercedes, and a teacher you guys used to have called Holly. She helped him a lot when he was sick too, but I haven't really spoken to her much. Anyway, it was pouring rain and he got knocked over in the... oh fuck. He didn't get knocked over.

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

What? B, I'm not following at all. He did or didn't get knocked over? Did you knock him? I'm lost.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

I thought I saw him get knocked over, but I was too concerned he might be hurt, I think I missed what really happened. He didn't look so good, and I thought it was just the rain and his injured ankle, but it can't have been. It was a dizzy spell. I bet he got dizzy and fell! He never said. Tina, he's just so messed up and it's breaking my heart!

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

So, are you telling me you saw him fall over in the rain and hurt himself, and you stopped to help him? That's how you met Kurt Hummel and fell in love with him?

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

Well, yeah... I mean, no. Not exactly. I was in a cab going home and it started to piss down. I was daydreaming, and I saw him fall and he dropped all his grocery bags. But he fell really hard, so I just jumped out and threw some cash at the drive, which I later discovered was a $100 bill, but that doesn't matter. He was so upset and broken, and he'd really hurt his ankle, so I helped him back to his work. I just... saw something. He was just beautiful. I took him flowers a few days later to see how he was, and it just went from there. I've only just discovered he's sick, though.

[growingfeminism.livejournal.com]

Oh my god, honey... you really are in love. But with Kurt. My head is going splodey now. Are you okay?

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

No, I'm not really. But there's a lot you need to be filled in on, T. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I feel terrible. Can you fly into Jacksonville? That's where I am. Puck's here too. I'll tell you everything. I just got swept up in everything. It was all encompassing.