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[breaksniceguys.livejournal.com]

Hey Superman you wearing your underwear on the inside of your pants today?

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[richandlovingit.livejournal.com]

Holly, I'm not denying you take care of your friend. I understand. I took care of Tom through a lot of stuff too. I just expected to hear from you again after the date. That's all.

[breaksniceguys.livejournal.com]

I spent too long trying to think of something to say to you other than "please fuck me against the wall until I can't walk anymore."

[richandlovingit.livejournal.com]

Mm, I would say I'm impressed, but I've heard that a billion times over the years. I'm looking for something more intriguing.

[breaksniceguys.livejournal.com]

Which is what gave me performance anxiety. How was I supposed to set myself apart? I mean, I'm a substitute teacher that had my ex-boyfriend's baby and who can't stay out of her ex-student's lives and still loves jazzercise. I wear spandex, okay? I get my eighties on and I love every second but it gave me the amazing figure I have. I have commitment issues coming out the wazoo even when I rock leather pants.

[richandlovingit.livejournal.com]

I was hoping you were already just automatically apart. Tom assured me you were. What has all that got to do with who you are on the inside?

[breaksniceguys.livejournal.com]

Doesn't mean I can't get nervous, or worry about the fact that you might find me lacking. I really liked you, Ethan. I do like you. I've waited a long time for someone that gets all my engines running. That's the me most people know. I guess what I'm trying to say is that it's me, but it's not all of me. I just want the time to show you the other me.

[richandlovingit.livejournal.com]

Lacking what? And that's all I've been hoping you would do, Holly... which sort of actually takes interacting.