http://usedtohaveabs.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] usedtohaveabs.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] slidingmoments 2012-07-11 10:54 am (UTC)

Quinn blinked back the urge to just lie there and cry for Kurt. It wouldn't be the first time, and probably not the last. Many times in the past when it felt like she just had no way to help him or ease his pain, she would lock herself away and just hurt for him. And she locked herself away because she knew the hardest part for Kurt was when he hurt others, and that was exactly how she knew it would have destroyed him inside to hurt Blaine to try and push him away to protect him. She had desperately hoped it wouldn't happen, but when it had, she knew it was extremely characteristic of Kurt when he was sick. Hell, the amount of times he had tried to push her and Mercedes away, his own family too. "I sometimes wonder if I hadn't been such a bitch in the past and saw the great guy he was back then, that he might never have ended up like this. I know it's stupid, because I do know that I'm not the only person who pushed him to breaking point but I was part of it. Back then when you're a kid and you're young and stupid, you never stop to think that every mean thing you do is hurting someone, and you don't now just how deeply. I'm glad Blaine has you, though. One thing I have learnt the hard way is that friendship is priceless. If you're lucky enough to have friends who love you unconditionally and are always there for you, no matter what, you have the world in your hands."

It was a tenderness Quinn would never in a million years have thought she would find in Noah Puckerman. He was always such a fucking hardass, someone you felt like you had to be aggressive with just for the hell of it. He was always beyond rough around the edges and she knew he existed solely because he was an asshole and visible for that very reason. But this? Was nothing like she would have expected. This is what she got from Mike, not someone like Puck. It was confusing, but she needed it. She needed to be held and she needed to somehow have this connection with Blaine's best friend, because the more he talked about the friendship, the more she could see what a big heart he had under the soft exterior. And then without even thinking about it, she was kissing him again and this time, she didn't pull away.

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