"Well, I'm going to argue that if Blaine wasn't putting his heart on the line to this extent, Kurt would never let him close anyway. So, it would all be pointless. Kurt's only let Blaine get near him because Blaine has gotten under his skin and risked his own heart to open Kurt's up. That's something I can't thank him enough for," Quinn murmured and closed her eyes briefly. "I thought Kurt's heart was a lost cause. I thought he had locked it all up so tightly under lock and key, then threw the key away to never be seen again."
A tiny furrow of uncertainty crept across her forehead as she looked at him. It was probably stupid to think things wouldn't come to the crunch after what she did. She just didn't know how she was supposed to feel about everything right now. Normally, she would have run straight to Kurt to talk to him about anything like this, and he would have offered all his pearly gay wisdom to her, and things would have just been... easier. But Kurt couldn't be there, and she was lost, and worried about him. It was making everything seem so much worse. "Just... that thing, back in the carpark... I... don't even know what I was thinking or doing. It was wrong, and I was just over-emotional. It shouldn't have happened. You and me, it's just like we're destined to combust or something, I don't know. I don't even think you're my type. I'm just jealous of what Kurt and Blaine have, which is saying something, considering I used to be engaged, but I'm just confused and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I feel like I'm going to screw everything up."
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A tiny furrow of uncertainty crept across her forehead as she looked at him. It was probably stupid to think things wouldn't come to the crunch after what she did. She just didn't know how she was supposed to feel about everything right now. Normally, she would have run straight to Kurt to talk to him about anything like this, and he would have offered all his pearly gay wisdom to her, and things would have just been... easier. But Kurt couldn't be there, and she was lost, and worried about him. It was making everything seem so much worse. "Just... that thing, back in the carpark... I... don't even know what I was thinking or doing. It was wrong, and I was just over-emotional. It shouldn't have happened. You and me, it's just like we're destined to combust or something, I don't know. I don't even think you're my type. I'm just jealous of what Kurt and Blaine have, which is saying something, considering I used to be engaged, but I'm just confused and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I feel like I'm going to screw everything up."