Quinn's fingers just closed securely around her phone and she hugged it against her chest in lieu of being able to hug Kurt and comfort him. "This is just really, really hard for me. I'm trying not to dwell on it, because it's going to sound like I don't trust Blaine with him or something, and I do. I so do. I don't think I've actually seen Kurt look like that before. There was something in his eyes when Blaine walked into the room that lit up, and he wanted Blaine to stay with him, he was letting Blaine touch him and comfort him. That's massive. It's hard to explain how much, but it is. But he's my boy, and my heart aches when he's hurting, and I'm always scared there is that chance he won't get better, and he'll slip away from us. I feel like Blaine is our chance to save him and rescue him from all of this, but it's still not easy to step back."

She had to laugh a little at that. "Why can I just imagine that with Blaine? That's going to make things interesting when he shares a bed with Kurt. Kurt's a neat sleeper. He curls up in a little cocoon and stays there. It might be different if he's with a lover. It is different sleeping with someone and holding when them you love them. There's... well, really nothing else like it. It beats even sex. Sex has its place, but you can cuddle any time, no matter what. Probably one of the biggest things I miss. I wish all this wasn't so tough on Blaine. He has a big heart and he's trying so hard, he's shouldering the whole thing, but I know he has to be terrified beyond belief. Kurt's his first boyfriend, and he's broken and damaged. That doesn't mean he cares any less."