"Getting sprung at it and admitting you need help aren't really the same. I'm not saying Kurt doesn't know what's wrong with him, because if he is that controlled and honed with it, he very much knows. He needs to admit he needs help. That's the hardest part. Who hasn't been in a place sometimes where you need help but you think admitting it will make you weak or a pussy or whatever the fuck. I think Kurt admitting he needs help is probably akin to admitting he hasn't got control. Control is what an eating disorder is all about. They think they have it, when really they don't at all. Their idea of control is way skewed to what the norm is..." Jeremy paused and drummed his fingers on the tabletop.

He had done psychology at college and graduated with a speciality in child psych. Kurt wasn't exactly a child, but he understood this side of things. "I don't know, I want to help him," he admitted quietly. "Blaine aside and it sucks ass that he got hurt, but I don't think it was his intention at all to hurt Blaine. I think it's just maybe spooked him to discover he does want him and need him."