"Oh my god," Quinn mumbled and dropped her elbows onto the table at either side of her plate so she could helplessly bury her face in her hands for a few moments. She stayed there for a bit and then lifted her head again with a shake of her head. "I can only hope he makes it in there before Kurt does anything. Because he will. He's sick. The signs are all there, this whole thing is a struggle for him. It might not seem like a lot, but sometimes it doesn't take a lot to trigger it all. I think he's feeling really self-conscious with Blaine. It's..."
She paused, and exhaled sharply, pointing to her head. "He has what the shrinks call eating disorder voices in his head. Makes him sound like a mental case, but it's not that. It's the illness. It drives him. We might be sitting here having a casual conversation about the food and bowling, and whatever else, but Kurt's sitting there with a subconscious constantly telling him over and over to eat, eat, eat. You're all eating, why should he? Then it hits the brick wall, and suddenly, it will be telling him he's fat, he's weak, he should never have done it, he'll put on five clothes sizes in his head just from a few bites extra of pizza, and then has to get rid of it before that happens. This is why he needs to tell Blaine. Blaine needs to be aware of the struggle, but the stubborn bitch won't. He thinks it will scare Blaine away, or he's ashamed. I don't know."
Looking over the restaurant at the exit towards the bathrooms and fidgeted in her seat. "If he gets there before Kurt goes for gold, crisis might be averted, but temporarily. Kurt will probably still skip the date to leave to reach his goal anyway. I just bet in his head he's thinking if he has sex with Blaine it's going to be like Jabba the Hut doing a Ken doll."
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She paused, and exhaled sharply, pointing to her head. "He has what the shrinks call eating disorder voices in his head. Makes him sound like a mental case, but it's not that. It's the illness. It drives him. We might be sitting here having a casual conversation about the food and bowling, and whatever else, but Kurt's sitting there with a subconscious constantly telling him over and over to eat, eat, eat. You're all eating, why should he? Then it hits the brick wall, and suddenly, it will be telling him he's fat, he's weak, he should never have done it, he'll put on five clothes sizes in his head just from a few bites extra of pizza, and then has to get rid of it before that happens. This is why he needs to tell Blaine. Blaine needs to be aware of the struggle, but the stubborn bitch won't. He thinks it will scare Blaine away, or he's ashamed. I don't know."
Looking over the restaurant at the exit towards the bathrooms and fidgeted in her seat. "If he gets there before Kurt goes for gold, crisis might be averted, but temporarily. Kurt will probably still skip the date to leave to reach his goal anyway. I just bet in his head he's thinking if he has sex with Blaine it's going to be like Jabba the Hut doing a Ken doll."