Seriously? Dude, you get a gay appendage and turn into someone else. LMFAO. I'm kidding. It just sounds like you've mellowed, and there's nothing wrong with that. It was intense, and I sometimes feel like I'm missing something in my life. Med school is always what I thought I should do, and I go this far, so what the hey. Kurt's awesome, though, dude. He's great company. It would be worse if you hated the dude Blaine picked.