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Jeremy Smyth ([personal profile] theundapperone) wrote in [community profile] slidingmoments 2013-02-02 02:41 am (UTC)

Jeremy just shrugged at that and wet his lips nervously. "I'm honestly in no position to be able to make an informed judgement on something like that. None of my relationships ever worked out, and none even came remotely close to it either. I've never just known anyone was right for me, and probably wouldn't even know how to recognise it. Like most people, I've made some stupid mistakes and gotten tied up in situations that weren't right, but once you do something like that, you can't wind back the clock and erase it. It becomes a fixture of your make-up and who you are. What you can change is how you face similar situations in the future. But fuck, if you're lucky enough to find your perfect match, it must be pretty awesome. It sounds and looks awesome anyway. I can't think of anything more special that just having someone to share your life with, to wake up with each day, and do things you love together. I mean, sure... I've pretty much already got a second half, but he doesn't count. He's just part of the package that anyone I have to date will have to like or they will have no chance. Sounds superficial, but it's true. Bas has put quite a few potential girlfriends of mine through the absolute wringer and as much as I hate to admit it, he was right in a lot of the things he called them on. Maybe being an identical twin is just really, really bad for one's romantic life. Who knows? But anyone, even a perfect match, needs to take Bas and me as a package deal and he's very much an acquired taste. Maybe one day I'll find my person who clicks and Bas actually likes them too."

He just gave her a brief, faint smile but then just cleared his throat and pointed at the door. "You should just probably check the result out. No sense standing here planning anything in the future beyond the right now until we know what it says. For all you know, you've gotten off scot-free and all this worry is for nothing. At least the close shave will have been with me and not my gay twin, right?" he joked, trying to lighten the mood a little. On the flipside, if that test was positive, how the hell was he even going to begin to tell Sebastian? It was so far out of the realms of any situation he thought he would find himself in that he couldn't fathom Sebastian's response, especially considering Quinn's connections to Kurt, and therefore Blaine. Blaine, who happened to be BFFs to Tina, who happened to have quite the distinct history with Jeremy that was very much a big secret to this day that Jeremy had kept hush for her sake.

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