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Jeremy Smyth ([personal profile] theundapperone) wrote in [community profile] slidingmoments 2013-01-27 09:51 am (UTC)

Looking at the photos, Jeremy was hit with a pretty distinct sensation of missing his brothers. He wasn't sure where it came from, but it was definitely there. He gave a small glance to Quinn, unable to stop his green eyes just briefly dropping down to her stomach as he wondered how both Sebastian and Blaine would react if he told them they were going to be uncles. Probably extremely different reactions, to say the least. Jeremy was scared. Terrified, really. Sure, he knew it was more scary for the girl in a scenario like this, but his life was potentially about to change epically too and he was only just freshly out of college and starting the career he had worked really, really hard on. He was a psych major, specialising in child psychology and even had a string of interviews ahead of him in the coming weeks. Now this? Getting drunk and knocking a girl up really wasn't something he ever thought he would find himself doing, but here they were and he was scared. He sort of wanted a cuddle and he wanted his brothers. But telling them would be a whole other story... or plucking up the courage and finding the balls to tell them, rather. He wet his lips, which just seemed to want to keep drying out on him right now because he was maybe slightly borderline on the near-hyperventilation thing and breathing through his mouth a lot. Could he raise a baby? He had no goddamn idea. What if he couldn't? How did you easily raise an infant with someone you weren't even dating anyone? Was it always like it was on Jerry Springer or Maury, or could it be nice and civil? "Blaine's always been hesitant in relationships. First time he went out with a guy in public, he got the living crap beaten out of him and ended up in a coma. Ever since then, he was sort of reserved on trusting. Which is why we were sort of surprised when he went in all guns blazing and heart-first with Kurt when Kurt, well, literally fell for him on the sidewalk that day. We were worried he wasn't thinking straight and was getting too involved too quickly, so we came to Miami to see how he was. Turns out, he was fine. Well, worried and upset about the ordeal Kurt was going through, but fine within himself over the progression of the whole thing."

When she asked that question of doom (in his humble opinion), he was shaking his head before his brain actually had time to rationally consider it. "Nope. But then, I don't think I would ever be, no matter how much time passed. Sorry. I'm just... I'm, like, toeing the starting line of my entire career and I sunk everything into college for years, and I was looking forward to starting work and helping out kids having a tough time. And I'm going to shut up because you don't need to hear my life story right now. I just never banked on my own kids being a factor in any of this. I have no idea how my family will react to it, and I know what I have to do, but that doesn't mean I'm ready for it. But it's life and we did what we did, so now we have to face the consequences, ready or not."

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