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Kurt Hummel ★ GLEE ([personal profile] justbeingaqueen) wrote in [community profile] slidingmoments 2012-10-02 09:43 am (UTC)

As Blaine continued to explain, Kurt could see clearly that Blaine really wasn't forcing him into anything. It wasn't a suggestion that he had to do by any means, and in fact, Blaine hadn't even been banking on it. All it was was Blaine trying to find ways to help Kurt and take care of him, and that just happened to be one of the options. It wasn't that Kurt wasn't used to being taken care of. Of course he was. He had amazing parents, an amazing brother, and amazing close friends who were all willing to help him and look after him unconditionally through all his bad times. But this was different. This was the first person Kurt had ever been in love with, and he had no obligation to be here or stay here through the tough times. He wanted to be, though, and Kurt's eyes teared up as he looked over Blaine's face right before a small smile began to play on the corners of his lips.

"I don't know how I got so lucky to find you. I know I nearly screwed it all up trying to push you away and I made everything to hard, but you stayed strong through it. You put up with all my shit. You don't push me for anything, and you just... just... you still love me, even when I've been at my worse. You've cleaned me up when I've been sick, you've sat close when I'm stuck in the bathroom, you've... you've fed me, for god's sake. I didn't think people like you existed in reality. Not where you can meet them and fall in love with them. And they love you back without wanting to change you. Everyone always had ulterior motives, but you don't. And I-I do... I want to spend more time with you and there's a big part of me that doesn't to go back to how life was before I got sick again. Maybe a change will help me break the vicious cycle? Change just sort of really freaks me out."

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